Contemplating

Stood on the edge and I was contemplating

Should I just jump off and stop my complaining?

I don't want counseling or medication

I just want paid time off and vacation

That lasts longer than the standard blink

A year of my life where im not a slave

And im waiting, waiting but nothing is changing

I'd kill myself without hesitation

If this is all thats left than im not impressed

Go sign me up for lethal injection

You're not playing god if its my decision

If this is all that's left than kill me quick

Welcome to my hell, welcome to retail

The way that you treat me oh this could end lethal

I envy those who don't care if it's legal

Kill off their feelings and kill off the people

That made them a certain way

I still don't know if I'm okay

And im waiting, waiting but nothing is changing

I'd kill myself without hesitation

If this is all thats left than im not impressed

Go sign me up for lethal injection

You're not playing god if its my decision

If this is all that's left than kill me quick

Work my life away

I see no change in my bankroll

I hate when I drive cause you think I'm an asshole

The truth is I just can't stand any people

They make me wanna put a bullet in my head

I'd rather be fucking dead