Lost in My Head Again

Everyone told me it doesn't get easier

I told myself it had to

But it's kinda just stayed the same

I'm still miserable

And stuck in my own head

Never comfortable where I am anymore

I'm lost in my head again

I don't know where to begin

So I'm thinking about the ending

Undeserving and under the weather

It's all I've ever been

It sounds so dumb when I say it

But lately, I feel like I just deserve the bad

And the good things aren't meant for me

They just happen by chance

And my chest hurts

From the weight on my lungs that I feel with every breath

I'm tired of feeling sick when I know that I'm healthy

I'm tired of being tired all the time

I'm lost in my head again

I don't know where to begin

So I'm thinking about the ending

Undeserving and under the weather

It's all I've ever been

All I've ever been

I wanna be something more than a memory

Something more than a thing that was

I wanna get better

What's it mean to be better?

I want out of my head

Get me out of my head

I'm lost in my head again

I don't know where to begin

So I'm thinking about the ending

Undeserving and under the weather

It's all I've ever been

All I've ever been

I wanna be something more than a memory

Something more than a thing that was

I wanna get better

What's it mean to be better?

I want out of my head

Get me out of my head